Completing my first
novel changed my life.
It is an utter
piece of trash that will never, ever be published, but its importance
as milestone for me cannot be overstated.
For the longest
time—most of a decade—I couldn’t finish one, and I beat myself
up about it. How can I want to be an author, I asked myself, if I
don’t feel strongly enough about my work to complete it?
I think part of my
problem was taking those writing advice books to heart. I read too
many of them and it damaged my brain. All their guidance about how to
write, market, and sell your novel—sometimes with competing
ideas—banged around my head and had me writing things I didn’t
care about for an audience I truly didn’t know. I must have
abandoned ten different manuscripts trying to follow their advice on
how to write a bestseller.
What changed things
for me was when I decided to write for myself. It still took me six
years, but I wrote some crazy shit about an eco-terrorist who used
those Coleman propane lanterns to firebomb fast food restaurants. The
media dubbed him the Green Lantern, and I thought the comic book joke
was funny. I threw in a history professor who was trying to find some
Aztec gold buried in Arizona five centuries ago. Oh, and he was
running from the Russian mafia too.
It made no sense.
It’s truly awful. But it had a beginning, middle, and end, and I
was highly amused while writing it. Most importantly, I learned that
I could finish a book, and that gave me the confidence to
start another one. I wrote my next book in half the time. My third
book was the one that got me an agent and a publishing deal—and
again, I wrote it to please myself. My fourth and fifth books were
written in five and six months, respectively, and now I have the
confidence to say I can keep up that pace. I owe that confidence
entirely to just getting through my first book—my first,
unpublished horror of a book. I will always look back on it fondly.
Kevin Hearne is the author of The Iron
Druid Chronicles, to be published in Australia by Voyager. You can
visit him at http://www.kevinhearne.com
and follow him on Twitter @kevinhearne.
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I can actually relate to that... I have many ideas and get really excited about writing... until I actually start to. I can't finish anything I start writing...LOL
ReplyDeleteBut I must persevere. :)
Thanks for the advice.
I can so relate to that. I am trying my hand at writing and I am horrible. I just keep writing a few scenes here and there over and over again. I hope that one day I have a finished project that I am able to show off.
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I'm right there with you. It's been 10, almost 11, years since I started my first YS book. It's still not done. I'm going to write my first FastFraft pretty soon. When I'm done with that one, I'll finish it, but not before. I think it's important to do what you want. Handle your writing career your way. It can't be about everybody else all the time. It has to be about you, your goals, your life, your limitations. I look forward to finishing a MS and I really enjoyed reading this post.
ReplyDeleteSometimes just accomplishing something can boost the confidence in so many ways. Great post!!
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I enjoyed your column. I am a reader (and not a writer) and I do so admire the sheer grit and stubborness it takes to stick with something you really want to achieve. Congratulations.
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thanks for sharing your story. I'm just a reader not (yet) a writer :)
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I think that's a pretty typical story for many writers. Readers can usually tell when the writer is really invested in the story as opposed to just going down a checklist and trying to write what is marketable. I'm glad you have found your voice and I'm looking forward to reading Hounded.
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i can relate to that i have so many idea's i go off into a daydream i try to get them down fast enough. sometimes i can just write at will but i always think things. while all my friends and family are encouraging me. im actually thinking maybe just maybe i can do it.
ReplyDeleteim glad you found your way and im looking forward to checking out your work for sure
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I can relate to that as well.. I am mostly a reader but do enjoy writing on my spare time. Thank you for sharing your story! I cannot wait to read Hounded and the other two novels in the series!!
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